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hey boo..

Well to non-Muslims readers jangan terkejot why I'm celebrating 2012 so darn early.

Its for the Islamic year actually. We've entered 1433 H which means New Year for the Muslims and new book for us to fill in with good deeds or even the bad ones too.

I'm no saint to preach more on this thing but in lay man explanation, HENCE THE PUBLIC HOLIDAY ON MONDAY :)

Oleh itu, dalam tahun baru ini marilah berusaha mengubah perangai yang tak senonoh ini kepada yang molek-molek. As such I need to buck up myself to become a better muslimah and refrain all negative thoughts that has been lingering on my mind since forever. Sometimes these things couldnt be help it. Its there and somehow you just have to think about it. Sooooo, I need to learn to ignore it and learn how to transform it into something pleasant.

So far, I have managed to pull myself out of becoming a very negative person. I'm now a more positive and vibrant person in which whenever there's flaws in any job that I'm assigned to, I'll think of the other way round. As in what makes the flaws and how can I undo it.
I like the way I am now. People may not noticed it but who cares. As long as you yourself realised the change in you, that is already an achievement,no?

I've also tried to put on positive energy surrounds me every single day. From the time I open my eyes in the morning till I shut them at night. I'm very very bad at explaining things but somehow, If you think positive from the time you rise and keeps on with the positive hat through out the day, somehow the ever-so-ridiculous-day will turn out to be out of your expectation!

So ladies and gentlemen, start the day with a smile and pray to the Man above to smoothen your journey all day long.
However bear in mind that there will always be stumbling block along the way but hey, THAT'S LIFE! what would your life be if everything is popcorn and candy heh?


okay okay I'm not trying to be a counsellor here, but this is what I see everyday; negative things from people surrounds me. So if you happen to read this which I think you are!! (since someone unexpectedly blurted out something from here!!!! well thanx to whoever giving out or show my blog to him), let us all throw away all the negative thinking shall we?

I'm no saint
I'm no sin-free
I'm no dean's list
I'm no A student
I'm no good person
I'm no obedient slave to Him

I'm just a human like you :)
And I'm struggling to become a better one day by day.



p/s: I've thought about privatising this site AGAIN. but nahhh..let them read. well, people likes to know about your life kan. so let them read ok :)