Sem 8:Elective course part 3

hey boo..

So today I went for my fifth class.
It was supposed to be held yesterday but it got cancelled cause my instructor is currently having the lady time of the month. So we agreed to continue the class after I come back from Sabah which is in 1 month time. The gap is toooo wide and so she texted me last night asking to have class with her where she will teach me from the deck. Means I'm alone in the water. I said ok why not. Its not gonna be bad pon kan. *confident gila!*
And so we agreed to have class in the morning instead of the usual timing. Thank god for that cause petang tadi hujan lebat!!! fuhhhh~

I jumped into the pool confidently and swim like how she taught me. She satisfied with it and ask me to swim to the deeper part with no life jacket whatsoever.
I was contemplating at first but I still wanna do it. *bajet terer*
So I swim slowly towards the middle of the pool. okayyy so far sooo good..suddenly I panicked as I saw the line indicating I'm already at more than 1.6 M depth (which is more than my height).
I panicked gila gila gila that I swallowed A LOT OF CHLORINATED WATER...yucksss I know..
Then my instructor quickly throw some sort of life saving thingy (buoy) to me and I grabbed it and push myself to the side of the pool. Perghhh at that time memang dah banyak gila air masok mulut and hidung that I have to bubble them out for few times.
Luckily no one was there as the pool opens to public at 9 am but we got there earlier for training purposes.

Then, teros rasa phobia!!! and my instructor asked me to swim back to 1.5M part where I can feel the ground.

see.see..I told you guys that I'm afraid of air dalam!!!!
scary gila!!!!!

ok then we continue doing water treading there and after about 10 minutes she gave me life jacket and for the first time of my life, I managed to swim long lap! *cries happily*

But with a life jacket la of course!

First time weh swim dekat 7ft area!!!! awesome gila rasa! hahaha!
And I managed to do 8 laps to and fro with 1-2 minutes rest in between *pats own shoulder*

ends of my glorious moment.

now comes to my noob-dumbass-wtf moment........

I have always thought that morning sun is not so bright compared to the evening's. It contains whatever vitamin in it so its good la kan. Plus I'm swimming from 8 am to 10 am. Not at 12 pm where the weather is scorching hot!
So, I've decided to just apply LITTLE BIT of sunblock just in case if the sun is too bright. I apply LITTLE BIT on my face and arms. Thats it.
Andddddddddddddddddddd!!! I wore the swimming cap wrongly. Its not wrong la but not at the right position la. Ok fine, I was too lazy to betulkan my cap when its already covering half of my forehead cause I thought that was fine.......
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not until I saw this!

NIGHTMARE!!!!!!! wtf!
this is worst than having monster underneath your bed!
oh boy!
Then I started scrutinizing my hands and leg and ohhhh boyyyy!
I was speechless! I regretted myself for not putting tonnes of sunblock on my limbs!

2 nights ago my mom said Im super stupid for wearing sleeveless top and long pants! hahahahaha and now I know why!
It should be the other way round lah kan. long sleeve tops and shorts! Its ok if I burned up my whole leg cause I dont wear shorts in public. but I do wear short sleeves top in public.

my hands are all burned up and my leg T.T..it looks as if I'm wearing black socks there.
Just like socks distribution for sensation test for diabetic neuropathy! HAHAHAHA
I didnt snapped pic of my leg as I was still in shocked of seeing my face!

Now what shall I do with it???

The only resolution on my mind is to wear purdah! ala-ala waheeda, bini akhil khai tu kan! HAHAHA

*sebelum anyone bash aku, I'm not kutuk-ing purdah here ok*
But think about it, its the only solution for my forehead here! I dont have fringe/bangs to cover it up.

So just now I've tepek lots of whitening cream on my face hoping that the line will go away. At least the line!!!!
and now I'm thinking of spraying clorox on it!

huwaaaaaaaaaa!!! desperate ni hoi!

anybody has a better solution?

Sem 8:Elective course part 2

hey boo..

Ok, as expected I did not update about my first class right away! hahaha
I was so lazy and exhausted after the class. 2 ungodly hours (my class is from 5-7pm = PANAS) in the water makes me weak and powerless. I came back practically lying on the bed helplessly from the first 2 classes.
Penat gila gila nak mam!
I dont know where on earth I had the energy to drive back home.
I was worn out that I could only think about is going to sleep rather than taking my dinner. But of course I ate my dinner la as my mom nagged me to come down and eat.

over tak aku?
HAHAHA!

ok mind you readers that I dont exercise. The last time I jogged was err err more than 2 years ago. I swear!

*gosh now I realised how bad my lifestyle is!!!!*

The only exercise that I've done is walking in the shopping mall, running up and down the escalator, walking from one end to another (mind you that shopping mall is huge!), rushing like mad when there's a big sign of SALE in front of my favourite shop :D andddddddddd walking in Singapore.

Okay, why is it so special that I had to put it there?
As we already know, Singaporeans are kiasu. They themselves admit about this so dont sue me ok.
If you have been to Singapore, you can see that even their escalators are also KIASU!
like super kiasu!
They have the fastest moving escalators I've ever seen!!!! (mind you that I've only been to Singapore and Australia). This kind of escalators are everywhere! in the mall and also at MRT stations and I love it to bits! Buttttt,I'm still Malaysians at heart as I dont climb the fast moving escalators like them. Having the fast moving thing pon dah bersyukurrrrr so tapayah waste energy to climb them up.
Andddddddddd..to top it off, the people there walk super fast that I automatically walk fast even though I dont have important things to settled. geeeesh!
I walked so fast to the MRT stations though the trains are like 3 minutes apart so whats the point of walking bloody fast when you can get the next train in less than 5 minutes? LOLS!
But these things are good. Honestly. Cause I hate people who walk really slow and taking their own sweet time to makan angin in the middle of the road. Oh please la..kalau nak makan angin,tepi sedikit boleh???? It is so annoying ok especially when there's a couple walking as slow as they could in front of me hand by hand or sometimes the guy's hand is at the girl's ass wtf! OH PLEASE! go get a room please!
I think I did my cardio well while staying in Singapore. I walked a lot there! LIKE A LOT!
There are numerous malls available and each one of them is soooooo big that I could have build bulk of calf muscle from having too much of walking! *ok memang salah penggunaan but I still wanna use it :p*

OMG..this has gone way way wayyyy out of the main topic.

ok ok back to my elective thingy

So today is my fourth class and guess whaaaaaaaaaat.
I can swim already! yippie yay yay!
tho only in 1.2-1.4 metres depth but still!!! Its an achievement for me Im so happy that I can eat my goggles!!! wtf.
happy gilos weh!
yeah I'm a fast learner *coughcough* :p

So tomorrow will be my fifth class and my instructor wants to teach me swimming in the 7ft. of depths part. *gulps*

THIS IS SCARY!

I dont afraid of water but I'm partly phobia of deep water. erkk..
I dont feel easy when my leg doesnt touch the floor of the pool when I stand straight.

Hope all goes well tomorrow.

I'm one happy student today :D

Oh-oh tadi ada pakcik gatal omgggggg. He's a professor from Vietnam (ok teringat kat all my Vietnamese profs back in BJ). This guy is super talkative that I feel like shutting him off each time he opens his mouth. And he stares at me while I swim!!! and commented on my legs and hands WTF!!! I know he meant good la as he was advicing me what to do yada yada but I have my instructor with me!! so leave me alone!!!!
Then my instructor pon asked me to be careful with him as he is gatal. He's a divorcee apparently so no wonder la why he's gatal. He even dared to ask me whether I have a boyfriend or not pffffttt WTFWTF! then my instructor quickly said oh shes single but not available. *LOL*!!!!
now where's my boyfriend again? BAHAHAHAHAHAHA

well at least that can keep him away from me right. and oh oh, he asked me whether my "friend" is medical student too? Then I just said yes! WAKAKAKAKA. again, Where's my medical student boyfriend??? :DDDDDDD

ok now tolong lah esok dia takde. Or I will have to swim at another end trying to run away from him hoping he will not come to me like what he did today. blergh.

Salah...Just Go Do It...FUNNY Sheikh Alaa Elsayed...

hey boo..

ok this time its not on the songs that i like. or the one that reminds me of someone or something

waitttt..dont go away just yet.

Found this video from proudduck.com (thanx for sharing Vivy! :D), its about Solat. An obligatory for each and every Muslims who are able to do so.
I admit that I'm not a big fan of islamic videos because honestly I couldnt really get most of the things they're saying especially when they throw all the hadiths available. I got confused and yeah, lets just press the X button up there shall we. haha! yeah im that dumb ass.



Butttt..I prefer something like this. VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD! the message that he is trying to tell us is very very very clear! in fact, I bet the non-muslims can get the message too!
I'm not sharing this video to show off to you guys that I'm an alim ulama girl yadayada.
hell no! I'm not even one of them.

I'm sharing this vids to those who's having the same problem as I am. which is couldnt understand the other islamic talks that most of the contents are about hadith this and that (no doubt that hadiths is really really reallllly important as it's the proof of everything that you said but when 3/4 of your talks is about it, I admit that I got lost at the very end)

Another person that I like is Ustaz Hassan Din (from Malaysia obviously). He is so semangat and it just boost my spirit to watch him every time I stumble upon him on tv (Tanyalah Ustaz). I just love the way he delivers his speech, memang tertusuk kalbu lah especially bab-bab yang u-know-what. huhu


Anyways,they said Ustaz Azhar Idrus pun best. hmph, I should check his video out after this.

Sem 8: Elective course

hey boo..

I'm currently on my 2 months "break" now. Why is it break with apostrophe??
Because we still need to do something and at the end of it, we have to submit a 2000-3000 words report to IMU. -.-'''

So for my elective course this time, we've been given choices to choose between medical and non-medical stuff to do. Of course I go for the non-medical thing!
I wanted to do travelling. But I have no partner to do so and I'm not keen to travel outside of Malaysia alone. psh. Yes,i'm a lone ranger where I dont mind going shopping alone, eating at a restaurant alone or watching movies alone. But travelling alone????? ermmmm.. i dont have the guts to that for the time being. Maybe in future when I'm already working, and tired of it and wanted a holiday to ease the burden on my shoulder, wa-lahhh an island vacation is a MUST! with or without a partner, the trip must go on. *and now I cant stopped google-ing island of paradise around the world -.-'''*


Back to the main topic here..soooooooooooo, I've chosen to go for a swimming class for 1 month. Found a place, a lady instructor and walllah..my class starts today! *gulps*

Honestly, I'm super duper cuak! YES I KNOW IT SOUNDS SILLY!
But deep water and me are not best buddy. We dont really click very well.
And that is why I wanna go for a swimming class. Its not cool okay when you're surrounded with friends who can swim and keep on telling you yang swimming itu best!
hailahhhh.
Plus my mentor seemed to be happy with my choice for Elective. *ada harapan nak dapat A muahahaha*

I can barely hold my breaths inside water. and now with my nose blocked, I wonder how my class will go on today.
I opted for morning class, but my instructor is only free from 5-7 pm. OMG. petang where there'll be so many people around anddddd the hot scorching weather. ZOMG! ZOMG! ZOMG! *panic*

swimming attire - checked
swimming cap - checked
swimming goggle - checked

4 hours to go..tick tock tick tock..

Will update tonight about my 1st class. (kalau rajin la :p)

so its 2012 already huh?

hey boo..

As you may already know, 1st January not only signifies New Year to me but it is also my birthday!
Happy happy 17th birthday to meeee! :D:D:D

Mama and papa wanted to make a celebration but I told them none of my friends were around as its a long weekend and everyone went back to their hometown.
But mama still cooked something and invited my aunt who lives few doors away from my house. takde cake pon just makan-makan biasa je.

A day before, we went to Habib Jewel at Alamanda and mom insisted on me choosing diamond ring as my birthday present. I was like whaaaaaaaaaaaat?! DIAMOND RING? gile hape.no-no. I dont fancy jewellery but I admit that I love one of the ring as its a diamond SOLITAIRE ring and it has 70% discount. worth every penny tapiiiiiii me being me.. I said its ok cause I dont want jewellery as my present plus i dont really like ring. For a record, i've never own any ring for the past 23 years of life. I have earrings, bangles, anklet, necklace but not ring. And I know mama wants to buy for her own cause shes a biggggggggggg fan of jewelleries so tak nak lah potong stim buy for me pulak kan.

And now i feel like an idiot! I should have just said yes to the offer and ta-dahhh now i've got a diamond ring sitting nicely on my ring finger!
no need to wait for my knight in shining armour to come and handed me a diamond ring while proposing to me with the most romantic background music playing (say Forever in Love by Kenny G) in a fancy restaurant witnessed by close friends whos been hiding behind the curtains and in the kitchen! *cries*
romantic-cheesy much? HAHA!

pfffffttttt. The offer only valid for that day. So now, I have to wait for another 362 days for the same kind of offer from mama to come and this time I'll surely grab it! yeeehaaaa~
No more hesitancy, no more no to jewellery! hekhek


So tonight, they made a birthday surprise for me! To be honest, I wasnt expecting any celebration since its already 3rd of Jan and I dont think anyone is in the mood of celebrating birthday.
It started with Aten who ajak-ed me dinner since its been awhile we had dinner together. The initial plan was to had dinner with her and her boyfriend. I was a bit reluctant at first cause I dont wanna kacau them dating since he's busy working and they rarely seen each other. Me being a good hearted friend (cewahh :P) of course lah tak nak kacau. But she insisted and I thought why the heck, join je lah. I did not suspect anything and in fact I asked her to ajak Mija so that I have teman in case she and bf wants to go somewhere after that. But she said its ok. Soooooo, dinner for three it is.
The bf picked me up at home and off we go to Piza Italia. I still did not suspect anything and thanks to my rabun malam, I failed to spot Afiq's car nearby our parking spot!
So when I went into the resataurant, I saw them and they started singing "happy birthday" song..waaaa agak malu di situ but luckily there wasnt so many crowds around.

And then I saw my birthday cake..i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...MY BIRTHDAY CAKE! 1st BIRTHDAY CAKE! ice cream cake! sedap!!!!!! :D:D:D
I was too excited that I forgot to capture the moments. dangggggggg~
ada sekeping gambar sahaja di facebook and thanks to hareez for the pic :D

There were mija, ema, afiq, bela who came all the way from shah alam *awwww*, wong and hareez. plus the three of us who came later.

Then, Aten and Mija handed me their gift. *again insert awwwwwwwwwwwww*
handbag! I LOVE IT!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!

the bag is sooo me! and I dont have that colour yet. was looking for something like that on my trip to Singapore last week but couldnt find anything nice.

THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

I honestly dont know what to say cause sumpah terharuuuuuuu!! with everything!
So everybody, THANK YOU AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN! only Him can repay what you did to me tonight.
memang lah you guys will fikir, ala surprise birthday je, whats the big fuss about..but then its the thought and effort to get it done that matters ok!
:')

plusssss! there're no tepung and telor which is a big PHEWWWWWWWWWW! *muka lega*
hehehehe :p

my humble and honest opinion about ombak rindu

hey boo..

Ok harini baru ada semangat nak update pasal "missing wave" atau melayunya ombak rindu.

I've watched this movie one day after it released tapi sekarang baru nak update sebabbbbbbbbbbb..

1) ok i maybe biased here sebab aku da baca novel dia dulu 2-3 round and fell in love with the story so bila diadaptasi kan ke film, of course i want more! of course aku nak scene-scene best dan bukan SAMPAH! of course aku nak aaron aziz jadi hareez. eh.. hehehe

2) Honestly, film ni SAMPAH..why sampah????
i. dalam banyak-banyak pelakon, watak Hareez and Datin Sufiah JE yang menjadi. ok aku bukan ckp ni sebab aku suka gila kat aaron aziz tu tapi sebab memang dia pandai bawak watak anak lelaki orang kaya yang berlagak gila babs and sombong and tak ingat Tuhan and pergi clubbing and HANDSOME! and bawak keta mahal. haaaa ape lagi criteria ko nak?

ii. Scene dia semua kejap-kejap je. like aku baru nak feel-feel, sekali tukar scene. dah la dari 1 scene to another sangatlahhh abrupt. macam ehhh da scene lain? and then ada one part (tataw la kalau jusco sban nye tgv je hampeh) blur glr scene die. ak yang pakai spec teros bukak spec sbb ingat ade habuk ke sekali mmg blur. siap tanya member sebelah, dia pon cakap, haah blur. like apekah??? bukannya aku mintak scene tutttt dia lama-lama pon but scene lain lain la.

iii. Lagu sama yang diulang berjuta-juta kali dalam movie ni. memang la lagu tu sedap and aku suka gila sampai dok dengar hari-hari tanpa jemu ha. tapiiiii ak tak de la nk dengar lagu tu everytime dalam cerita tu. abis semua scene sedih la ko nak pasang lagu tu? dah tu aku bukannya feel kat movie, tapi feel kat lagu! #epicfail. kot ye pon nak berlagu,pasang melodi dia je ke dah la..or ko buat la lagi satu lagu haaa.takyah la nak belasah satu lagu je.

(ok aku da lupa point point penting lagi ni...adehh tu la sape suruh tanggoh update -.-''')

iv. ok dah ingat! part yang doc and nurse datang rumah tu. Setahu aku lah kan..setahu aku mana ada doc kerajaan and nurse kerajaan RAJIN GILA buat house call! ini bukan oversea ok. even oversea pon, housecall pvt doc yg buat (if im not mistaken). ok la fine la doctor tu doctor pvt tapiiiiiiiii nurse tu KONFEM kerajaan sebab uniform dia! ok la fine la nurse tu buat over time kat pvt clinic after abis shift kerja dia and dia memang tak penat pon kerja kat hosp govt, tu yang suka sangat nak buat OT kat pvt clinic. -.-''' sungguh irrelevant! duh~ kalau ko tanya mana-mana nurse, semua akan mengeluh penat gila kerja kat hospital gomen tu ok. and memang gila lah sape yang pegi buat OT lak lepas abis shift. on weekend maybe la or on off days dorg.

v. haaaaaaaa...part after eksiden. si hareez ni kena hantar pi columbia hosp as seen on one of the scene. ok la fine la TAPI APESAL NURSE DIA PUNYA BAJU HOSPITAL SALAM????? ITS SO FREAKING OBVIOUS KOT KAT BELAH KIRI ATAS T*T*K DIA ADA TAG SALAM! haih..tak standard ke amik gambar depan hospital Salam?? bukan memang banyak gile drama/film shoot dekat hospital tu ke. so whats wrong with amik gamba depan hospital tu? ok la fine la..director lupa nak amik and malas nak pegi seremban semata so main redah je amik gamba depan columbia. fine la fine la..-.-'''.. HELLO these minute details penting ya rabbbbbi kotttt.. well at least to me!

vi. time izzah kena warded. YA AMPUN SELAMA NI TERROR JE AKU TENGOK PELAKON MALAYSIA NI ADE IV DRIP KAT TANGAN. SIAP BER-BRANULA LAGI MEMANG AKU SALUTE LA. TAPIIII NI APEHALLL LA IV DRIP MEN LETAK JE? DAH TAK SEMPAT SGT KE MASE SHOOTING SCENE TU? DAH LA TERBALIK PASTU MAIN TAMPAL JE DGN MICROPORE. PASTU BRANULA PON TAKDE. OK BILA SAMPAI SINI MEMANG AKU DA GELAK KAW-KAW WALAUPON PART NI SUPPOSED TO BE SEDIH (SEDIH KE? :P)

vii. ok back to scene awal-awal..apesal hareez tu cepat sgt fall for izzah? ye la aku taw la movie tu tak boleh la buat sampai 5 jam but at least ko bole je tunjuk scene-scene yang best lagi dr novel tu. tu la lain kali ajak la penulis novel nya tulis skrip tu.tak payah la sombong sangat semua benda nak buat sendiri. ko nye imagination sorry to say, FAIL LA!

viii. banyak unnecessary scene dalam tu but aku dah tak ingat la dangggggg!!!! haruskah aku tonton kembali? WAKAKAKA HELL NO! kalau belanja boleh la, sebab nak buat gelak lagi..

ix. lisa surihani pulak ha.ok peminat dia jangan jeling dulu..dengar ni dulu.hehe..lisa ni pandai berlakon.no doubt but kalau watak yg bukan heroin, macam kureng la. dah la dok speaking-speaking je.fine la english ko bagus.takde sebutan yg salah tapiiiiii BILA KO JERIT-JERIT SPEAKING AKU TAK PAHAM LA KO CAKAP APE. DAH LA TAKDE SUBTITLE KAN. SO AKU TERNGANGA JE LA DENGAR KO JERIT. PASTU YG AKU BOLEH TANGKAP IS "WHATTT? WHATTT?". ADEHHHH.. orang lain jerit gak.aku paham je butir-butir nya. ok fine la aku ni bodoh lembap english kot.thats why tak paham. -.-''

x. entah kenapa aku tak berkenan betol dengan awal-awalllll dia yang si izzah dok landing terkulai atas batu kat pantai tu.. macam errrrr.. ni ombak rindu oiii bukan duyung la!


aiyoooo 10 point je boleh dikeluarkan. damn! apesal la aku lambat update. inilah padahnya..
tak apa la.kesian lak nak bash lebih-lebih. kang ade peminat yg nangis sampai abis satu kotak tissue bash aku pulak kat sini. HAHAHA!


ok before korang membash aku, meh sini aku cakap eh yang I do watch malay movies and dramas. boleh tanya member-member aku untuk kepastian or tgk la kat label movie review kat tepi ni ha. Aku bukan bash sebab "eh mcm bes nak bash cerita melayu" tapi sebab I'm super disappointed with it. Looked forward gila gila kot for this movie. sekaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..hmmmmm..ontah lah tak dapek den nak kobarkan laie ha.
aku bukan ape weh, detail-detail kecik tu penting kot! kalau detail besar pon dah ke laut, detail kecik ape lgi kan? and sorry la sebab aku ni observant gila. I was born to be that way especially in this area nak buek cmno? cuba kalau bab medic, mesti aku ke laut! wahaha..


okay.kalau malam ni aku mimpi pulak cerita ni..nanti aku tambah lagi la eh point-point di atas. or anda bolh sumbangkan dalam ruang comment. u're most welcome :)

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

hey boo..



Incompatible, it don't matter though
'Cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone



not trying to be emotional so early in the morning.
I just came across this song in Lipstick Jungle and it defines me perfectly.
ok sounds like a loser and pathetic but I just have to put it here..haha!

anyways, I love love love Joe Bennett in Lipstick Jungle. He is cynical and yet the sweetest person ever!!! oh wait there's also Kirby Atwood played by the one and only Robert Buckley who has the flawless body ever! fuhhhh~ berpeluh tgk him shirtless. haha!
And at last I'm done watching the series. 2 seasons je pon. :p



p/s: saw someone that reminded me of him this afternoon. painful it is. *sigh*

"Chammak challo" (Official video song) 'Ra.One' Shahrukh khan, Kareena K...

hey boo..



hi hi!
ok this time, its a hiindi song! hehe..

Wanna be my Chamak Challo!

uuuuuu SRK is drop dead gorgeous in here! spiky hair, flawless skin, BLUE EYES ftw!!!!
fuhhhhh~ first time, jatuh hati kat SRK ni! ngehhh~

Anyways, this is from the latest movie, Ra One..I havent watched it yet so couldnt comment much about it.
And this song is originally sang by AKON! AKON yawwww! Akon nyanyi hindustan!
Thanks to Phee for the info~ :)


Soooo wanna be my chamak challo?

:)

i love you for a thousand years

hey boo..

I've just finished watching Breaking Dawn part 1, the uncut version.

Couldnt be bothered to watch it in cinema as I received many..MANY bad comments about it. On how suddenly 1 scene jump to another scene and leave the viewers tertanya-tanya what happen in between the scenes.

ceh~

So I looked out for the torrent file and ta-dahhh I found a good copy of it. Its not DVDrip file so dont ask me about the quality. But I'm fully satisfied with this one cause the video and audio both are clear! eventhough its just a camera recorder in a cinema as I can see shadows of people standing in the middle of the movie. LOL

Anyways...back to the movie. I seriously cannot understand why they cut the scenes!
Yes I know its inappropriate but I swear to God I've seen this kind of scene in cinema for other movies! like for so many times already.
Its just a scene where a couple kiss and cuddle. Yes they're naked but theres no boobs or butts or penis been showed. NOTHING! just both of them kissing-kissing-cuddling..thats it!
Tu pon nak potong ke? abis tu yg film-film before ni lepas je.
hmph.

And then my friend told me they cut the birthing scene too. FORGODSAKE she delivered the baby via c-sec. NOT EVEN SVD yg ko nak censored kan pon. Plus bukannya camera focus kt the process of taking out the baby pon. More to Bella ade la as she was struggling with the process.
haih. Seriously censorship board, you need to do a lot of revision about everything!

Cause honestly, I dont see any reason for you to censored those scenes. It just doesnt make sense to me.


Anyways, not gonna waste my time talking about that.


The movie.... Well I'm really really happy for the movie. Edward is the sweetest! (GO TEAM EDWARD!!!!!) im not a fan of Jacob so couldnt say much about him.hehe.

If only it is a real movie, Bella is the luckiest girl in the universe! And I bet every single girls out there will be jealous towards her including yours truly.

haih..I'm a sucker for romantic cheesy movie la..I practically smiled the whole time watching it can you imagine that?! :) To start with, the wedding was perfectly perfect. The deco's, the wooden chairs, the altar.haihhhhh.Bella is a lucky bit*h! haha!

The gown..hmm..in my opinion, it can be better. I only like the details at the back. The front was too plain and I dont like it. I even think of hatta dolmat while watching the dress as this guy here likes to do heavy details on wedding dress so I thought, it would look much much better if there're beadings or sequins or crystals or some laces in front.haha!
I'm a grand wedding sucker la what to do~
The exchange vows part was ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..mesmerizing! they looked into each other's eyes and promise to blablablablabla..awwwwwwwwwwwww~ how can you not smile watching it?!
But whats with her reaction when she walked to the altar with her dad..macam sembelit je aku tengok ha.geesh,you should be on cloud nine la!
moving on...
The honeymoon was fantastic! An island as a gift whom are you kidding me?????!
hahaha! super romantic and arghhhh I'm really bad at describing things. Lack of adjectives here but you know what I mean. hehe.
The katil patah..well, no comment about that *cough-cough*. I honestly wouldnt mind has a katil patah as long as Edward is mine! LOLS! ok this is too much bee.
Remember that you have so many silent readers out there who will suddenly popped up and mention one or two lines from here.

HAHHHHHHH TERASA TAK? wakakakaka..:p

So now I cant wait to watch Part 2! oh cepatlah keluarrr! not gonna miss it as how I missed watching Harry Potter part 2. Actually, I still havent watched it until now -.-''''

Now I'm gonna go find my Cullen. Pardon me.



p/s: I rated this movie 10/10! but if you're not into romantic-cheesy stuff, dont watch it! cause breaking dawn part 1 is all about romanticism between Bella and Edward! :D
pp/s: I still hate Bella no matter what :p

tahun baru maka entry baru

hey boo..

Well to non-Muslims readers jangan terkejot why I'm celebrating 2012 so darn early.

Its for the Islamic year actually. We've entered 1433 H which means New Year for the Muslims and new book for us to fill in with good deeds or even the bad ones too.

I'm no saint to preach more on this thing but in lay man explanation, HENCE THE PUBLIC HOLIDAY ON MONDAY :)

Oleh itu, dalam tahun baru ini marilah berusaha mengubah perangai yang tak senonoh ini kepada yang molek-molek. As such I need to buck up myself to become a better muslimah and refrain all negative thoughts that has been lingering on my mind since forever. Sometimes these things couldnt be help it. Its there and somehow you just have to think about it. Sooooo, I need to learn to ignore it and learn how to transform it into something pleasant.

So far, I have managed to pull myself out of becoming a very negative person. I'm now a more positive and vibrant person in which whenever there's flaws in any job that I'm assigned to, I'll think of the other way round. As in what makes the flaws and how can I undo it.
I like the way I am now. People may not noticed it but who cares. As long as you yourself realised the change in you, that is already an achievement,no?

I've also tried to put on positive energy surrounds me every single day. From the time I open my eyes in the morning till I shut them at night. I'm very very bad at explaining things but somehow, If you think positive from the time you rise and keeps on with the positive hat through out the day, somehow the ever-so-ridiculous-day will turn out to be out of your expectation!

So ladies and gentlemen, start the day with a smile and pray to the Man above to smoothen your journey all day long.
However bear in mind that there will always be stumbling block along the way but hey, THAT'S LIFE! what would your life be if everything is popcorn and candy heh?


okay okay I'm not trying to be a counsellor here, but this is what I see everyday; negative things from people surrounds me. So if you happen to read this which I think you are!! (since someone unexpectedly blurted out something from here!!!! well thanx to whoever giving out or show my blog to him), let us all throw away all the negative thinking shall we?

I'm no saint
I'm no sin-free
I'm no dean's list
I'm no A student
I'm no good person
I'm no obedient slave to Him

I'm just a human like you :)
And I'm struggling to become a better one day by day.



p/s: I've thought about privatising this site AGAIN. but nahhh..let them read. well, people likes to know about your life kan. so let them read ok :)